362 – For Andrew… By SheBee
She said to me
How can it be
He loved you so
I don’t think you know
It was more than you imagine
you just slotted right in
He felt a connection
It changed his perception
I still feel cheated
How long will this last
Thoughts of him are always heated
My feelings will forever be masked
I know I must move on
But its just not that easy
I waited and waited for the con
And yet, this new person feels sleazy
So much love, so much doubt
If he were alive, I’d clobber him out
I hate that he won’t go away in my head
I hate it more, that 9 months later, he’s still fucking dead.
For him who, in his death, made me realize that although it wasn’t like losing a child – it didn’t take the death of my daughter to be the only thing that would break my heart in this life time.
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New 365u Post « if these walls could talk v3.0 said this on July 10, 2008 at 11:20 am |
Sadly, it probably won’t be the last thing to break your heart either.
Glugster said this on July 10, 2008 at 11:21 am |
im so sorry sheena.
i will never, ever forget the day you came online and said
cath
andrews dead
every time we speak of him, and i think its good to speak of him, i know he is watching over you and thinking ‘shit dude, i fucked up, i know shes going to rise above though’
love you homey.
X
cathjenkin said this on July 10, 2008 at 11:22 am |
It’s hard to dream that you’ll ever feel normal again when every dream you had has been ripped out from under you xxx
justBcoz said this on July 10, 2008 at 11:27 am |
Pingback – that looks terrible! *goes to look at settings in wordpress to hide that*
Glug – no, probably not hey.
Cath – Love you right back.
shebee said this on July 10, 2008 at 11:28 am |
JBC – you are so right…
shebee said this on July 10, 2008 at 11:36 am |
shebeeliciousness… this was awesome!
angel said this on July 10, 2008 at 3:16 pm |